I really believe this. And this belief has release me from extra burden and stress. I used to be stressed and frustrated if what i had carefully planned does not happen they way i think it would. But now i just try to accept it. Because we as human cam just plan, but Allah will determine how it will be. So i think its better for me to just plan as usual, try my hardest, pray for the best. Cause He knows what it best for me.
Im so glad that i was born as in an Islam family. In this kind of world, its full of temptation that im not sure i can handle by myself.
Im weak. I need support. Im praying that i'll be stronger day by day to stop whatever wrongful act that im doing. Its an ongoing effort. Its not easy, but its not impossible. I dont know how long do i have to correct myself, but i hope it'll enough.
I dont mind if i die young, but i really hope that im prepared. Sometimes i wonder what have i done in this 24 years of my life. All the precious time that i wasted. All the things ive done. All the goods and the bads.
I need to change a lot of things. Im doing this slowly, but sometime it scares me that i dont know when my time is due.
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