I dont have that many readers, in fact i dont think i really have any beside myself. Thats not the point. Because i am blogging just to spill stuffs thats overflowing in my head or heart or both. Sometimes writing blog gives me a sense of relief.
Maybe im stress about something. But i dont blog about it. I blog about something else that does not even related to my problem in hand. But when u blog, i feel calmer. Maybe because there's no stress factor whatsoever.
Sometimes i imagine growin old and i will read this blog to remind me of my younger self. About who i was, who i used to be. Cause i personally believe everybody will change over time. In one way or another. And i pray that i change positively.
There are things that i want to do. So bad. But i hesitate because i think it is a pretty drastic change. I dont really care about what others think if me, but i am more concern whether i can continue what i started. I am building my courage. Finding my inner self. Lets all pray that it will turn out great.
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