In life, we are forced to make all sorts of decision. Big or small. Important or petty. Life altering or not. But all decisions are equal, we have to make one. I fret making decision, for fear of making the wrong one. I was known to NOT make a decision, so that I don't have to face the consequences. I let everything happens for me, without me deciding it. Either i let somebody else choose for me, or I just ignore it until I only have one choice. Crazy? Yes. But I do this on a daily basis.
All the outcomes, I just accept it as it is. I regard them as choosen by the Almighty. I dont know if I should do this. Leaving everything to fate. I always believes that whatever I do, it's already being chosen for me. Becoming an adult (sort of) I learn to make my own decision and face the consequences. Just choose. Just do it. It is hard for me to make any kind of decision, causing me to hate OPTIONS! Why cant there be just one type of shoes? Just one category? Just one shades of lipstick? It is ridiculous to hate options. Sigh. Bye.
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