Run fever.

I dont have run fever. I make plan to run tonight, bud sadly i have fever. Im feeling sluggish now. Haish. I need this run. Saturday n sunday i have important events!

I went back from work today and caught in the rain. As soon as i arrived home, i get changed. Next thing i know, im sleeping! I rarely sleep in the evening. I woke up feeling awful.

Now i want to take a bath. Hope i'll feel much better after this.

Im in love with internet and iphone

Im so deeply madly in love with these two. It makes my complicated and hectic life a whole lot easier. I cant imagine living without the two. I really appreciates the invention of internet. Whoever created it was a genius.

I am a total loser when it comes to memorizing how to get from point A to point B. and thank you to Google maps, i reached places that i never did before. It saves me a lot of times. And fuel. Not only it shows me the way to
go somewhere, it even give me options! Very nice. The combo of iphone and internet makes my life almost perfect. Almost.

And i cam check almost about anything. When i have my iphone
Of course there are the cons, but im gonna discuss about it as im too engrossed in the positive side. I am in love with them. Remember? I'll see only the good things. Love makes you blind. Haha not all the time.

Today is another holiday.

Its christmas so its a public holiday. I am at home, a little stress. Im doing a major decluttering, yet again. I have lotsa stuff ans i feel like its drowning me and weighing me down.

I wanna be free, light, and liberated. I wanna be with only essential things, that i need an use, pretty things and things that i love. Its quite hard initially as i love to collects stuff as i travel and also all the things i got from running events. Thats kinda hard to part with since it took me almost 2 years of training to start winning the open running events.

So what im doing today is to group everything together according to its type, so that i know how many similar things that i owned. Then im gonna purge purge purge.

Is english important for Malaysians?

Yes. Extremely important if you ask me. My opinion might differs greatly with the team that protects the Malay Language. Malay language is important too, dont get me wrong. But personally i think everyone should be fluent in both language. Malay is out first language that we ever learn as Malay in Malaysia, as we pick it up from our parents, siblings or surroundings. But we also need english in our life.

I am glad that i understands english and can converse in the language. Why?

1) i travel overseas, and english helped me a whole lot. Imaging going to Thailand and you cant speak their language and they cant speak yours. Awkward much? So the solution is english. Simple. It saves me a lot of headache and figuring out while in Thailand.

2) I can watch everything on tv or movie without subtitles. And i can enjoy it even more as i will not divide my attention from the movie by reading the subtitle. I can actually enjoy the movie with full attention and understanding. We can understand the jokes and all, and tanslation sometimes kill the jokes!

3) I love to read. And there are millions of super great English books that are out there. Imagine if you can only read Malay and must wait for the translated version? How many books have you passed just because you dont understands English that well. What a waste of knowledge or information.

So how about we all make active change and improve our english. You wont regret it. Seriously. And if you wanna create a blog or youtube videos, speaking in English will definitely give you a much wider target audience. Think all over the world!

Bye.

25 years and 1 month

Thats my exact age. And last this there's a life turning experience. Its very intense and extreme, really caught me off guard. I dont really know how to deal with it, since i never had a similar fight. I think its a fight. Verbal fight i course. Obviously its not street fight or whatever. Haha.

However, it really gives me a new and fresh perspective in life. Now i know that:
1) dont waste time, dont drag time, dont give a damn about unimportant thing. Appreciate and enjoy every second of your life. Choose what you want to do, and DO it right. Promptly. Never delay important thing. PRIORITIZE is the key.

2) Make plans and create the milestones. Achieve one by one. And realize that certain things happen without any plans at all. It just happens. So embrace any spontaneity too. Dont overplan. If something dont go according to your plan or becomes out of your control, make new decision FAST.

3) Live in the present. Dont EVER fret or things about past. Its history and there is NO point talking about it. Just live TODAY in the best way possible. Do stuff. Dont hesitate. You'll regret not doing. But dont do irreversible stuff of course, you decide what is it. Just live in the moment and do things that will make your future better. Today is the milestones for tomorrow and the day after.

4) Appreciate people. Once you loose them, its not easy to get them back. When you find someone who likes you, and you like them back, kindly evolve to the next level. Its the right thing to do. Solat istikharah. Dont stay in something that you know will have bad outcome. Change your relationship status if it doesnt make you happy or it felt wrong. Sometimes BFF is a better relation and sometimes H&W is a better relation. Just dont waste too much time figuring it out. Life is short.

Help my clothes please!

I love my clothes way too much even though i dont wear all of them. Okay now it sounds silly. Now, i am in a crazy attempt to let go of half of my clothes. Crazy enough?

Im becoming a minimalist and i want to do this. When i took out all my clothes yesterday, i was quite shocked that some of them still have the tags and unworn! I felt really guilty thinking about other people who doesnt even have a spare cloth.

So, i am donating my clothes ang passing it to anyone who might need it more than me. Free clothes? Anyone?

Would you watch a movie alone?

If you ask me. Definitely. There's just where i just wanna go by myself and totally indulge mysel into the story. Usually after i finished a very hard exam, or things alike, i would wanna destress alone. I wanna skip the whole how's your test bla bla bla. Thinking about a test is scary, no matter how prepared i am. Even more so if im not really prepared.

So i think watching alone would possibly be the best thing to do. Get some me time after a stressful big test. There is absolutely no need to think about what others think of you. Yiu choose what you want to do. And just do it. Own up to your life and dont limit yourself just because you are afraid if what others might think. Chances are, they dont even think about what you do, because they are obsessiong about what YOU might think about them. Vicious cycle. Just get out of it and enjoy the movie alone.

What say you

I have 4 black abayas (jubah) and i want some more. I would like a plain black one, can i? I think all black is really nice and it is aligned with the guidelines.

I still wear my usual clothes, but i wear abaya half of the time. Will there be the time where i wear abaya all the time, when im outside? Maybe. Except for when im running, obviously.

I think abaya is the perfect work clothes for women, and it can be casual too. Im gonna list down the pros of wearing abaya daily.

1) u can save a lot of time when getting ready for work/class. Its all black. Just pick one and bam! You're ready to roll.

2) u save money on clothes. Seriously how many black abayas do u need? And since its almost the same, no worries about getting out-of-date!

3) u save space in the closet. Theres no need for separate compartments for various types of clothes. No dif pants hangers, skirts hangers, bikinis bla3.. U only need space for abayas, workout clothes, sleeping clothes.. U get the point.

4) u dont attract unwanted attention. Who wants random guys stares at you and your thang?? Not me. Abayas makes u feel safe and they cant see your body. Padan muka lelaki gatal.

So try it. Wear abaya once and see how it makes you feel. Its a really good feeling. Trust me.

Im still not the best

Guess what? I get no 2s in more events. No 2 in Klang Run 4 It 6km. No 2 in 3000m Temasya Olahraga Tahunan UiTM 2012. No 2 in Larian Saf UiTM.

Am i destined to be no 2. I sure hope not.

Just an entry

I am in my slow journey towards minimalism. So today i decided to get rid of my excess clothes. Get rid doesnt mean throw away.. It means i throw it away, donate it, or give it to someone who will actually wear it and can fit them.

No, im not getting fat. Its just that some clothes that i used to wear does not make me comfortable anymore. I changed. For the better. And i know some of my clothes are not appropriate for me anymore. I am 25 and i am approaching death, whether im ready or not. So i better dress as if im gonna die any moment.

Okay. If i can give marks to the completeness of my dressing, in terms of aurat, maybe its 85, i guess. But who am I to judge myself. My point is its not really 100% and i would really like it to be that way.

Feet is aurat but sometimes i dont wear socks. What am i? Ignorant? I dont know. Do pray for me to keep me strong and be a good Muslimah.

One of the step to make my transformation complete is to let go of the clothes that are not appropriate. Hopefully it works.

Its my time

I am watching If Only.. I cried. She died. I will too. I dont know when. I think its my time. To repent.