I hate to say im not free for another million time. I work 830-6 most of the day. And sometimes longer. Sometimes on saturday. I am also still a student, taking one hard subject. I run 3-5 sessions per week with an event every fortnight. So when is my free time. Thus, im not free. I hate to say im not free. I wanna have fun to.
This hectic schedule just started this week, and if it prolongs, i dont know what will happen. I do my best every single day, and at 1030pm im too exhausted to function. I need to find a way out, or a way to relax and rewars myself. I am taking one day at a time and i try positive-talk to get me goinh.
It's hard handling this alone. But, i think it'll be harder if i'm not alone, as i have to take into consideration about someone else. Why would i drag someone else into this crazy life of mine. I just pray that i will find a way to make all these a little easier and manageable.
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